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Friday, 15 April 2011

  • moommyy :)

    Been a while sense i have said anything.

     

    i am a mom to the most BEAUTIFUL little girl ever. shes my whole world. I am engadged to her father whos WONDERFUL to her and I :) they both are my world. never would i ever think i would be 

    a mother and love a little person so much and want so much for her. its amazing <3 

Friday, 03 April 2009

  • ex boys suck

    you know ex boy friends really piss me off!
    my ex now has a go cart that has a K on it
    ok little weird sense my dad was 31k for racing.
    just irks me so fucking much!!! he messed up not me.
    he puts a k on his go cart why?! to piss me off!! god
    hes such a fat loser. cant we just get rid of all ex's we cant
    stand hed be one of them. send them alll to an island and make
    them miserable like they did us! god FUCK him seriously.
    he can suck a hugee cock :) id like to kick him in the teeth!


    ok vented now im done

Sunday, 08 February 2009

  • I've kind of been feeling like a crummy girlfriend. I think a lot of people get this way but today i really feel shitty about being a girl friend. 
    Mike is so good to me. He bends over backwards for me yah know? and lately  I've been shutting  down with him. I don't know why i am SO scared to 
    let him in. I really feel bad that he is so  sweet to me and all i do sometimes is take out how frustrated i am on him .He understands but seriously  i 
    need to be able to let him in It's been 2 years and ive been hurt so bad. we haven't  always been together we've been on and off but he's always been
    there and i feel like i don't deserve him. I just wish i could let him in. I love him so much i know i do. i'm just so scared he'll leave again but i know 
    he wont.  I just really need to let my guard down with him. And that is my mission from now on. Let him in and stop taking out things on him when i
    get frustrated. i just need to open up to him. I never can but i will. Wow i'm glad i just gave myself all the answers haha. guess i'll write later on an up
    date of how well i've been doing with this whole process. 


    <3

Monday, 02 February 2009

  • 2 years!

                                         Mine and mikes 2 years was yesterday :)
                                  

    No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. But, the love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. & thats the key. It's like a big pie chart, & the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot

    i love you michael j smith. you are everything to me. and nothing and no one can change that <3 words can't explain how thankful i am for you. it's always been you. i tried to fight it but i can't and i won't i love you baby <3! 2 1 07!


Sunday, 11 January 2009

  • second time <3

    ok, here we go! Mike and i dated for a year. we fell apart for some reasons i won't go into. then i dated this guy leo. he was way too good to be true. and that was a fact. mike and i never stopped talking and saying we loved each other. i had a few times where i told him to just go away. my dad even yelled at him. leo randomly left me. and it hurt. i have to say. he tricked me worse than anyone i have ever been with. i was single for about 3 months after he left me. and we talked every once in a while but i was never nice. and mike and i started talkin a lot more also. my dad invited him to come and see me. and we ended up back together. i never really knew we would. i had always hoped wed be back together secretly no matter how much i said i hated him or made fun of him. i still loved him. and i still do. and we're better than ever now. he's so patient and loving with me. no matter how bad of a mood im in he still loves me to no end. im enjoying being back with him. almost 11 months of being on and off and weve almost made it to 2 years :) i love him very much <3 guess love does have a way of coming back to you!

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